Words

Suddenly I am flodded with words...

Words that i have been holding back for a long time...why ..dunno.

Today..now...at this moment...all i want to do is write ...write whatever is coming in my mind...without holding back..without feeling awkward...

yes, i love him...
if love is suddenly imagining his touch on my forehead while driving the car amidst heavy traffic...
if love is closing my eyes and feeling his voice in my ears...
if love is tears in my eyes as the radio plays his favorite song...
if love is missing him terribly when i drive through a certain path...
if love is the excitement of telling him anything new that happens...
if love is wanting and not being able to listen to the songs we heard together...

But LOVE was not enough for him...

His expectations of commitment and constant affection...overshadowed the love that I have...

And finally i gave in...and said Alvida....without getting a chance to let him know...all this...