As we crossed the main square where the statue of a man killing a dragon stands, which reminds me of Greek gods…the vastness of the blue sky reflected in the voluptuous waves of the Caspian made me gasp! It was plain and simple beautiful….
This was the Bay of Baku in the Caspian….with the entire city lining the bay.…
Numerous ships dotted the waters….and looked the size of small boats…
The lovely benches… and green trees… and small cafes ....around the area just added to the scenic beauty of the place…
Several couples were necking around the place….as if compelled by the romantic air in the wind….
A cafe styled just like the smaller version of the Opera House of Sydney ....was filled with people...
My camera couldn’t get enough…and kept asking for more…
Looking around with a content smile, I was convinced for the umpteenth time that it is not the snow-peaked mountains nor the lovely sand dunes of the desert or the vast plain terrain of trees that does this to me….makes me have this feeling ….like the feeling of falling in love ….when you start smiling for no reason at all…and suddenly the world feels like a merry-go-round…which intoxicates you and makes you giggle as it takes you for a joy ride!
Whenever I see these water waves, hear the still sound of the sea, breathe in the salty wetness…I feel my heart bursting with joy and a strange freedom….
With my hair flowing all around me, I inhaled the salty-fresh smell of the sea…and looked into the waters and said, “Hello! Do you recognize me?....I am the same little girl …who many years ago …had splashed in your waters…played with her friends…collected your shells….even fished with the elders…and sailed in a boat…in another part of the world….which you inhabit? Can you recall?”
Monday, September 7, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
A place called Baku…(Part 1)
How would you feel if you live above an Armani, Mont Blanc or a Burberry showroom? Or if you woke up and opened your window and caught a glimpse of the President of the country stretching in the window opposite yours? Or if you cross the main city square and climb down five steps…you are suddenly faced with the salty wind of the wide Caspian Sea…?
My first days in Baku were filled with pleasant surprises.
As I sat nibbling at my sandwich on a comfortable bench in a beautiful park, looking at the lovely fountain in front of me… the cool wind playing havoc with my hair… I recalled the reply I had got from the embassy official when I had asked how much they charge for a tourist visa…."We don’t have tourist visa!"
I really wonder why….
This place has so much to offer …with its winding streets, cobbled pavements and tall trees…The picturesque squares, the amazing Roman architecture …that nicely blends with modern constructions…
The city at night is even lovelier and more vibrant...the wonderful lighting (of the sort we see only at India Gate) lights the entire city...giving it a stage-like romantic look...
As I looked through my camera …for more catchy shots, I noticed a long and winding wall…that went around the entire one part of the city…I clicked a snap…and asked my colleagues about it…
"Oh that! It is the old city wall… behind the wall there is the entire city… which is untouched by modernization totally….! Don’t go there alone, you will get lost or mugged!" I am told.
The thought thrills me, sending a chill down my spine! With a twinkle in my eye, I start planning the visit to the walled city….
My first days in Baku were filled with pleasant surprises.
As I sat nibbling at my sandwich on a comfortable bench in a beautiful park, looking at the lovely fountain in front of me… the cool wind playing havoc with my hair… I recalled the reply I had got from the embassy official when I had asked how much they charge for a tourist visa…."We don’t have tourist visa!"
I really wonder why….
This place has so much to offer …with its winding streets, cobbled pavements and tall trees…The picturesque squares, the amazing Roman architecture …that nicely blends with modern constructions…
The city at night is even lovelier and more vibrant...the wonderful lighting (of the sort we see only at India Gate) lights the entire city...giving it a stage-like romantic look...
As I looked through my camera …for more catchy shots, I noticed a long and winding wall…that went around the entire one part of the city…I clicked a snap…and asked my colleagues about it…
"Oh that! It is the old city wall… behind the wall there is the entire city… which is untouched by modernization totally….! Don’t go there alone, you will get lost or mugged!" I am told.
The thought thrills me, sending a chill down my spine! With a twinkle in my eye, I start planning the visit to the walled city….
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Lost opportunities or smart choices?
What happens when at a point in life, you are faced with a situation that has two solutions….one that requires you to listen to your heart and move according to your emotions and the other that wants you to use your brain and act practically?
If you move forward and give in to your heart…you might be happy for the rest of your life…and experience things that you have always dreamed of …but the happiness has strings attached to it…and can make you face:
• Temporary joy...and then remorse
• Criticism
• Unhappiness for people you care about
• Unfulfilled expectations
• No option to turn back
While if you listen to your brain…you will get out of the situation and continue with your life as before…regretting of not having the courage to experience your dreams for as long as you live.
A difficult situation….but which most of us often face in our lives…as different circumstances surround us…and the matter of what you give priority in life to…comes in effect….
Your feelings…your commitments…your dreams…your ambitions…your beloveds' happiness…your morals…your ideals…or your goals?
Some acknowledge when they face such situations and think hard and easily select one of the two paths…
Some are not even adventurous enough to want to face such a situation and avoid it with all their might…
While there are others who resort to a two-way solution..where you want to sail in both the boats….the balancing act on which can either drown you finally….or force you to jump in one of the boats just before capsizing….
Though it depends from situation to situation….it is easy to categorize oneself on a broad level…
Which one of these people are you?
If you move forward and give in to your heart…you might be happy for the rest of your life…and experience things that you have always dreamed of …but the happiness has strings attached to it…and can make you face:
• Temporary joy...and then remorse
• Criticism
• Unhappiness for people you care about
• Unfulfilled expectations
• No option to turn back
While if you listen to your brain…you will get out of the situation and continue with your life as before…regretting of not having the courage to experience your dreams for as long as you live.
A difficult situation….but which most of us often face in our lives…as different circumstances surround us…and the matter of what you give priority in life to…comes in effect….
Your feelings…your commitments…your dreams…your ambitions…your beloveds' happiness…your morals…your ideals…or your goals?
Some acknowledge when they face such situations and think hard and easily select one of the two paths…
Some are not even adventurous enough to want to face such a situation and avoid it with all their might…
While there are others who resort to a two-way solution..where you want to sail in both the boats….the balancing act on which can either drown you finally….or force you to jump in one of the boats just before capsizing….
Though it depends from situation to situation….it is easy to categorize oneself on a broad level…
Which one of these people are you?
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Deja Vu
I have been here before...exactly at this location...exactly at this point...probably even experienced the same feelings of exhilaration and joy...as I was feeling now...by looking at the lovely lake surrounded by lovelier trees...
This is the resort...a friend had recommended...and I had instantly fallen in love with the snaps on their website and booked it in a go!!
But now as soon as I had gotten out of their pickup car...and walked up the porch...I had a Deja Vu....
Practically I had never been here before...all this was new...unseen...
Yet it seemed vaguely familiar....and exciting.
As these thoughts raced in my mind...I clutched at my hand bag and moved forward....
The lovely cottage that the website promised...looked even prettier than before...the door almost hidden by the lovely pink flowers...the names of which I never remembered!!
The entire resort was a feast to the eyes and a peace to the mind...
Sun glittered in the lake...as a family of ducks parked near the pink and while flower bushes on the side...the scene looked like a movie shot...right out of paradise...there was a serenity in the air...a calmness...that I had forgotten about since moving to the big city...
Inhaling the fresh air into my lungs forcefully...I stopped in my reverie...as a familiar pang of excitement struck me again...Looking around...I tried to find a clue to these strange feelings...
My eyes stopped at the man standing with the black umbrella clutched under his armpit...looking towards the lake....I suddenly knew that he would turn around and address me...I don't know how I knew...but somehow I did...
I moved forward slowly as if in a trance...keeping an eye on the man with the umbrella...
As I had thought ...he turned out and without seeming surprised to see me...nodded to me and said: Sometimes it takes only a while to realize what your life has been, whereas sometimes...it takes a life time...and you still don't realize. Saying these words in a baritone voice, he turned back to looking at the lake ..as if I was not there at all.
I stopped dead in my tracks...wondering if he had addressed me or someone else...or maybe he had just talked to himself...
In my heart, I knew that he had addressed me...just as I had known that he would turn around and talk to me ...
But how had he known my frame of mind...to have said something like that???
I moved ahead...feeling excited and curious...and called out to him...addressing him as: Sir...
The man turned...this time with astonishment written all over his face...and said: Are you calling me, "Sir"???
A little flustered at this unexpected question....I faltered and muttered: Yes, is there a problem?
Astonishment turned to amusement...and then to laughter...as the man started laughing loudly and then almost uncontrollably....all the time looking at me with his twinkling eyes...
Feeling uncomfortable and offended all of a sudden...I turned around and started towards the cottage with hurried steps...while behind me, I could hear the man laughing and laughing...
Reaching the cottage door, I grasped the handle and pulled open the door...
The lovely interiors...took my breath away and made me forget the eerie laughter that I had just fled from.
The cottage was in muted greens and pinks...and little white flowers adorned the mirror, the shelf, the bedside table...and the vase of the dining table...
I could see my luggage already inside the cottage...Sighing happily, I decided to freshen up...and took out a towel, a change of clothes ...and a clip to tie my hair up from my bag.
Pulling my hair up in a knot, I moved towards the mirror to clasp them with the clip....but the clip slipped out of my hand and my hair tumbled down on my shoulders...as I looked at myself in the mirror...
I could see the curtains of the window with the little embroidery in pink silk, the bedside table and the quaint little pink candle stand...I could even see the evening light peeping from the window....
But I, standing in front of the mirror, ...was not there.
Frozen with shock....I stood staring..
And slowly the man's laughter started drowning the loud thudding of my heart...
This is the resort...a friend had recommended...and I had instantly fallen in love with the snaps on their website and booked it in a go!!
But now as soon as I had gotten out of their pickup car...and walked up the porch...I had a Deja Vu....
Practically I had never been here before...all this was new...unseen...
Yet it seemed vaguely familiar....and exciting.
As these thoughts raced in my mind...I clutched at my hand bag and moved forward....
The lovely cottage that the website promised...looked even prettier than before...the door almost hidden by the lovely pink flowers...the names of which I never remembered!!
The entire resort was a feast to the eyes and a peace to the mind...
Sun glittered in the lake...as a family of ducks parked near the pink and while flower bushes on the side...the scene looked like a movie shot...right out of paradise...there was a serenity in the air...a calmness...that I had forgotten about since moving to the big city...
Inhaling the fresh air into my lungs forcefully...I stopped in my reverie...as a familiar pang of excitement struck me again...Looking around...I tried to find a clue to these strange feelings...
My eyes stopped at the man standing with the black umbrella clutched under his armpit...looking towards the lake....I suddenly knew that he would turn around and address me...I don't know how I knew...but somehow I did...
I moved forward slowly as if in a trance...keeping an eye on the man with the umbrella...
As I had thought ...he turned out and without seeming surprised to see me...nodded to me and said: Sometimes it takes only a while to realize what your life has been, whereas sometimes...it takes a life time...and you still don't realize. Saying these words in a baritone voice, he turned back to looking at the lake ..as if I was not there at all.
I stopped dead in my tracks...wondering if he had addressed me or someone else...or maybe he had just talked to himself...
In my heart, I knew that he had addressed me...just as I had known that he would turn around and talk to me ...
But how had he known my frame of mind...to have said something like that???
I moved ahead...feeling excited and curious...and called out to him...addressing him as: Sir...
The man turned...this time with astonishment written all over his face...and said: Are you calling me, "Sir"???
A little flustered at this unexpected question....I faltered and muttered: Yes, is there a problem?
Astonishment turned to amusement...and then to laughter...as the man started laughing loudly and then almost uncontrollably....all the time looking at me with his twinkling eyes...
Feeling uncomfortable and offended all of a sudden...I turned around and started towards the cottage with hurried steps...while behind me, I could hear the man laughing and laughing...
Reaching the cottage door, I grasped the handle and pulled open the door...
The lovely interiors...took my breath away and made me forget the eerie laughter that I had just fled from.
The cottage was in muted greens and pinks...and little white flowers adorned the mirror, the shelf, the bedside table...and the vase of the dining table...
I could see my luggage already inside the cottage...Sighing happily, I decided to freshen up...and took out a towel, a change of clothes ...and a clip to tie my hair up from my bag.
Pulling my hair up in a knot, I moved towards the mirror to clasp them with the clip....but the clip slipped out of my hand and my hair tumbled down on my shoulders...as I looked at myself in the mirror...
I could see the curtains of the window with the little embroidery in pink silk, the bedside table and the quaint little pink candle stand...I could even see the evening light peeping from the window....
But I, standing in front of the mirror, ...was not there.
Frozen with shock....I stood staring..
And slowly the man's laughter started drowning the loud thudding of my heart...
Why?
Have you ever thought why certain misfortunes keep occurring in some people's lives...and not in others?
Why do some people always have to face...some kind of problems in whatever they do...while there are others...who are known as "lucky"?
What does God think when he sketches the destinies of different humans?
Why are some privileged...some under-privileged...for no fault of theirs....but just because of their destinies...??
Everyone tries to live as best as they can...assuring themselves...that what they could not get, achieve, or what they lost...was destiny and they have no choice but to go on....
Some less courageous...attempt to end their lives...when they cant face a certain situation...
While others try to get to something that they want...through dishonest means...by tricking others...and ensuring that they face the destiny designed for them!
"Why" is the big question? That no one has an answer to. But unconsciously comes to every one's mind whenever you have to face an unjust tragedy...an unfair situation and unreasonable circumstances...
Why do some people always have to face...some kind of problems in whatever they do...while there are others...who are known as "lucky"?
What does God think when he sketches the destinies of different humans?
Why are some privileged...some under-privileged...for no fault of theirs....but just because of their destinies...??
Everyone tries to live as best as they can...assuring themselves...that what they could not get, achieve, or what they lost...was destiny and they have no choice but to go on....
Some less courageous...attempt to end their lives...when they cant face a certain situation...
While others try to get to something that they want...through dishonest means...by tricking others...and ensuring that they face the destiny designed for them!
"Why" is the big question? That no one has an answer to. But unconsciously comes to every one's mind whenever you have to face an unjust tragedy...an unfair situation and unreasonable circumstances...
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